My Heart Speaks

I thought it would be better to be alone
                   to decide for my own
                   to make things that I want
                   to have freedom in everything
                   sharing things with someone I feel comfortable
                   pursuing my desire
                   my dream
                   my wants. 

I prayed for guidance many time
                   so to decide positively
                   having to know how it feel
                   to be neglected. 

My prayers had been heard by the powerful one
                    and gave me what I want.
                    I closed my eyes, took a deep breath
                    just to feel emptiness.          

 I cried aloud realizing how polish I was
                    gold was in my hands         
                    happiness dwell my heart         
                    but I choose to be empty          
                    and my life to be hallow. 

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